She swore she wasn't going to love again, not ever, ever. For the few years she's been with him it had brought her nothing but misery and heartbreak. Yet, her love for him was an addiction. She met him when she was just 16. Last week she just turned 18.
Loneliness had consumed her when dad moved out and her mother was still having an affair with a lover like the one she was dating. Her dad just couldn't take it any longer and left. She hadn't seen nor heard from her father for two months. She tried calling him but got no answer. She knew that he was still alive as her high school classmate's dad works the same place and has reported seeing him.
As a child she always wondered why her mom kept her lover. She was puzzled at her mom's behavior, but only became aware of the affair when she turned 13. There were almost daily fights in the home over mom's affair. She recalls hearing her dad telling her mom," You need to get help." Mom never answered. There were times when it seemed as if mom had a rendezvous with her lover when she left for work. Yet still when she got home she kept in contact with him.
Here she was now grown and having her own love affair. But it would seemed she fell for the same type of guy like her mom. She dared not let her dad know. The girl was at a crossroads. She loved her dad whom she knew wanted to see his daughter getting married and having a loving family.
The girl sat sat by the seashore with her lover . The wind kissed her hair. Her partner seem unaffected by the atmosphere. She looked at him , all dressed up in his colorful attire. Memories of their passionate lovemaking returned to her like the climax of a volcano spewing its lava to the sky. They locked lips. She started to feel the heat from their embrace. He said nothing, nor showed any emotion. Her passion grew stronger to the point where she felt stifled from the love he was now beginning to pour.
"Aah!" she suddenly withdrew. She felt giddy. His love was indeed intoxicating. She got up and left him without saying a word. She made it home and was angry with herself for meeting him again.
When she awoke the next day, she made the same vow to never, ever, again touch a bottle of vodka.
Wallace Paul © Feb 2024
Take care of yourselves and have a great week. Cheers!
Loneliness had consumed her when dad moved out and her mother was still having an affair with a lover like the one she was dating. Her dad just couldn't take it any longer and left. She hadn't seen nor heard from her father for two months. She tried calling him but got no answer. She knew that he was still alive as her high school classmate's dad works the same place and has reported seeing him.
As a child she always wondered why her mom kept her lover. She was puzzled at her mom's behavior, but only became aware of the affair when she turned 13. There were almost daily fights in the home over mom's affair. She recalls hearing her dad telling her mom," You need to get help." Mom never answered. There were times when it seemed as if mom had a rendezvous with her lover when she left for work. Yet still when she got home she kept in contact with him.
Here she was now grown and having her own love affair. But it would seemed she fell for the same type of guy like her mom. She dared not let her dad know. The girl was at a crossroads. She loved her dad whom she knew wanted to see his daughter getting married and having a loving family.
The girl sat sat by the seashore with her lover . The wind kissed her hair. Her partner seem unaffected by the atmosphere. She looked at him , all dressed up in his colorful attire. Memories of their passionate lovemaking returned to her like the climax of a volcano spewing its lava to the sky. They locked lips. She started to feel the heat from their embrace. He said nothing, nor showed any emotion. Her passion grew stronger to the point where she felt stifled from the love he was now beginning to pour.
"Aah!" she suddenly withdrew. She felt giddy. His love was indeed intoxicating. She got up and left him without saying a word. She made it home and was angry with herself for meeting him again.
When she awoke the next day, she made the same vow to never, ever, again touch a bottle of vodka.
Wallace Paul © Feb 2024
Take care of yourselves and have a great week. Cheers!